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11 November 2009 @ 03:25 am
"if you love something, set it free. If it doesn't come back to you, hunt it down and kill it."

I've been disturbed by these words, I quoted it from someone's twitter.

It's kinda haunting for me.

It creeps me out but I still can hear it's echoing in my head. Weird, huh?


Oh and anyway, sorry for being not around all these times.

Just pretty much captivated by daily life so much that I couldn't get connected to the internet that much.
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Current Mood: sleepysleepy
Current Music: Seal - Kiss from a Rose
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12 March 2009 @ 10:21 pm
Another tragedy happened again.
Tim Kretschmer is the "star" of it. It's not a sudden tragedy, he has said his intention through internet even though no one give a d*mn about it. If only....... *sigh*

Another thing is, I'm afraid I can smell dead bodies, bloods and such everywhere.
War is the least thing that people would do these days right?
Because I read this, I somehow have a bad feeling about it. Let's just hope that it ain't a premonition.

Economic recession whom people have said that we're going to face this year, afterall, is not a bad joke, eh?
Japan's having a hard time now.

I can't find any good news today.
Does it a warn or message from God that peaceful is getting harder to attain nowadays?
Current Mood: thoughtfulthoughtful
Current Music: Puddle of Mudd - Blurry
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06 March 2009 @ 09:52 pm
And I hate it when either someone calls me fat/huge/else or when someone stereotypes me as, "ahhh!! I know you! you're the fat girl right?"

I'm aware that I really am fat. I know and pretty much realize that. *shrugs*
but I'm still an ordinary girl,who can be so moody when she's having her period or can do the multi tasking thingie.
Well...Eventhough I look like I were a happy-go-lucky person, it doesn't mean that people can say such impolite thing easily, right?

I know it's not a BIG problem, I believe. You know, instead of those economics, politics, global warming etc problems in this world.

eventhough I know that, it still annoys me in some way. =/

Current Mood: annoyedannoyed
Current Music: The Blue Seeds - Barcelona
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05 March 2009 @ 10:04 pm
Distress and Coma Previewww!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*so freaks out that she can't type anything else*

*coughs* thanks to rawkstarr23. *hugz*

but somehow, the model kinda reminds me of Taion's model... hm hm hm.. Am I right? =3

So, Paper cut can really hurt you, huh? XDDDD;;;
Current Mood: energeticenergetic
Current Music: Estelle - Shine
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05 March 2009 @ 04:37 pm
"I hate myself and my reckless nature." *rolls eyes*

I wrote that sentence not because I'm having my PMS or whatsoever..

I wrote that, because I lost my dad's money.....

I was asked to withdraw the money from this bank near my univ.. but I lost it somehow...
Actually, I was fully prepared to be yelled or even smacked or smth, but, no...
My dad only smiled (a bitter one) and said, "How could that happened?"
Then he called his business partner, while my mom kept saying "It is a large amount of money!!!! How could youuuu? And it's for business' related things!!!"
And I was like, "yeah, I know.. I know.. I don't know, it's just like, suddenly it's gone from my bag when I searched for it.. I'm sorry"
*sighs* I know, I can't come up with anything but apologizing.. *sighs* what kind of daughter I am, actually? I can't do anything to compensate it. Even the sums of money in my bank account is not enough to change the money I lost. *sighs*

Honestly, I actually feel a lot of guilt growing inside of me. And it can only be killed by my dad's smacks or insults (that's what I thought).
By him doing such nice things to this sinful daughter, I can't think of anything but hurt/punish myself . =/

What would you do if you were me, my dear friends?
Current Mood: guiltyguilty
Current Music: This Town Needs Gun - Panda
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03 March 2009 @ 10:29 pm
Wanna say that I'm still alive... and doing well here..

Just very much occupied by a lotta univ-related stuffs.

I'll get back to the track and catch up with you, guys, I promise..


sorry for not being there.

Love.. <3<3<3
Current Mood: busybusy
Current Music: This Town needs Gun - Rabbit